i’m fed up of being made out to be a bitch just because i have emotions and am sensitive. how is it fair being criticized and had a go at for the way i feel.
i hold my hands up, yes i have been miserable recently. and yes i am upset pretty much all the time. but who wouldn’t when they feel as alone as i do?
feeling like absolutely nobody wants to actually know you. see you. be around you. include you.
especially when someone then has the nerve to turn around to me and tell me yet i wonder why i have no friends.
i can’t just stop being upset. i don’t choose to feel alone and upset, i don’t fucking want to be and i have tried to change it so much by making efforts with people. but honestly what am i meant to do when i get nothing back?
an invite out, anywhere, anything…
when you’re there for everyone else, when does it become their turn to be there for you?